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Saturday, 17 March 2007

Lousy...

Its a lousy day for me thats for sure...
Sigh, I dunno its waking up on the wrong side of bed or is it a one sided thing inside my brain.

Generally my day started of ok... went late for work though. Nothing wrong with that...
10am, called G and thought she got lessons, was wrong, she was enjoying herself at Sentosa.
HmmmmMmm... with a guy I might add.

why am I so hooked on this gal, mean... she's older than me, not that perfect in many aspects. When I prayed, I had a memory of her just floated up in my brain. The time where we were skating. I believe I was happy that time. Probably its to comfort me of something, or maybe a lesson to be learnt in the hidden meaning. WTH, no normal person will have visions, it is just my one thought, alone... single sided. Sigh...

Makes matter worse, work is not that perfect today, have to assign, attend and take minutes of 9 meetings total. 3 Conservation, 1 curatorial, and 5 exhibit meeting.

I wanna care for her, but guess her heart is settled on someone else.
I can't care. I can't do it anymore. I made a promise not to go back that track, but i did it. WHY? WHY did you lead me up the wrong path again and again?

Anyway, tried to vent my fustration in DDR, not good... but at least I passed supernova challenge double.

I am so tired of this... shit...

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