Blog closed

Dear loved and unloved ones.

I will be permanently closing down my blog for good.
Thanks the small handful of readers.

This message will be here for a while till i backup my old memories and will delete.

Do take care.

Crystal Apple

I remembered years ago there was this Jap Series called Love Generation.
A mushy love story type, cannot stand it but I loved the sound track.
I have managed to translate one line... The heart is similar to the crystal apple, once broken, though can mend, will leave imperfection.
Its very windy here tonight... love the smell of the salt in the sea and sands under my feet. Been so long since I like to feel this type of solitude.
Listening to songs from my player and updating my blog... feels like emotion relished all over again in OZ.

Dedicate the first song to Char, hope she will enjoy...

Hazel. Please get well soon

It hit us bad when one of friends and relatives is suddenly taken ill for the worse. This happened to my friend Hazel from my school.
She is now in ICU At TTSH, so please people, Pray for her recovery.

My friend is suffering from an unknown virus infection. From her initial symptoms, fever, kidney failure, brain infection, I suspected it is Hanta virus, but this is not common in Singapore and though she had a rat, they are not known resrvoir for Hanta Viruses. Anyway, From those conditions, If anyone know what may be the virus or cause, please let me know as she is in EXTREMELY CRITICAL CONDITION.

I know I am supposed to update IIDX Gold LE Complete, but I feel that her condition is more important. Next time IIDX Fans...

Panda Chem

China Govt Bashing

This post is dedicated to China Bashing – I mean the government

I believe that many in the world are unhappy that the Olympic games went to China.
Myself being a Singaporean Chinese feels that the China government does not make an effort to enforce the peace in the Tibet region. By enforcing I mean negiotations with the Dalai Lama, and not stopping riots.

The egoistic China government has hidden so many things from the world. The bird flu incident for example, if not for the lack of information, the situation may be resolved earlier. People from all over the world have potested by halting the olympic torch. They are not sport haters, but in fact freedom fighters. I praise them for taking the valient effort in trying to stop the torch reaching China to commence the games.
The Olympic games does not have any meaning anymore, its just a venue for sportsmen/women to show their muscles. It brings a boom in economy for the host country. It does not have any signifinance. Sports people, I am sorry to bash on your beloved olympics, but so what for honour and glory when others freedom are suppressed?

Don’t go China, you can measure your sausages on your own free time without an international crowd? SPORTMEN ARE NOT LIKE CHINA, they go for the competition and not to gain glory. You can get a job like every other person in this world, and do not need corporate sponsorships like Nike. Don’t go China, Don’t go China and FREE TIBET!!!!

In another eye sore incident, LEAVE TAIWAN ALONE! Why do you want Taiwan on the false basis of reunification. They have established their own government and a culture level much better then yours. You cannot take it and want to reclaim it as your own is it?
Narrow mind Chinese Government.

I know for these statements I will be shot and hanged if I ever landed my feet in China. For people to be informed… So be it.
I love Chinese people, I love Chinese food, I have China Chinese friends, BUT I absolutely hate their government.

Whats up recently??

Well I have achieved my IIDX goals of 500AAAs, now is currently 521.
401 Normal 96 Hypers and 10+ anothers.
Best of these is probably Himawari hyper. Wheee!!!!

I have been to DBG the other day for IIDX, saw Bryant and Jerry, and 2 pretty chicks, dunno who they are though. Anyway, when I played on the IIDX, the fucking machine is so damn oily. I dunno who did it but I hope they will not go Bishan and ruin the machine there ^_^. Anyway, all my grade averages went down by almost one, AAA becomes AA and AA becomes A... oh yah, failed a 11 song on extra stage.

Think I will post again when I get my Gold Limited COMPLETE Edition ^_^

Random IIDX AAA Pic

Near CNY post

Lets see now....

Currently I have cleaned my room - slightly...
Threw away 2 speakers from my old hi fi, my old pc (ram, HDD and CD drv removed)and a huge bags of notes from microbiology to biochemistry.

I have packed my clothes away, washed up a bit here and there. Still got more to cover tonight.

Made a big mistake in the qualifying of Bemani Top Rankers. It should be 8 per game instead of 8 per country. Dun flame me, I'm only human :p
But will encourage to join in the spirit of competition unless monetary concerns forbids it.

For IIDX, totally CMI, I really doubt in this country I can be top 8, not to mention in the whole Asia of IIDX champs. My arcade timing also sucks big time lol...
Anyway, I will concentrate on vjarmy instead, haven updated in a long time, wonder if I am still top 100 in there whahahhaa.

This morning lagi shiok, went to take cab to work, some farker in front of me stole my cab, I waved nevermind to the taxi driver, but gave a middle finger to that farking nerd.

Arcade on previous sat... went there supposedly to chiong DDR with John. KNN, have to went off halfway around 5 to do something urgent for work. Sorry John, next time will chiong with ya, give me time to lose my tummy .... Slim 10?? :P
On another note, my DM has slightly improved. From not able to play level 60 + songs before to be able to playing them now. I still have not carried out my NY resolution.

The following:

1. To reach 1k in DM - training rolling and bass...
2. To pass a 12 in IIDX - either break my fingers trying
3. To get back my DDR form - or break a leg
4. To lose weight, set 30kg for the year
5. In line with point 4, to cut down of softdrinks, fast food and sex :P wahah...
6. Healthy lifestyle, quit smoking... -_-

Anyway, Valentine's day is in the air, but its on a freaking thursday. Its ok Rain, I celebrate with you either the weekend before or after.
Guess what, I will cook for you ^_^.
I'm a excellent chef kay for those who dunno yet -_-

Addressing the problems in the arcade right now... too many relationship break down.
Luckily still got one pair going strong. All the best to Nora and Meow lol... I will always disturb u 2 when i have the chance, dun worry kay?? ^_^
What I really wanna say, from an old man's point of view, love is something you will hardly find in your teens, heck... even mature adults have problems finding it.
if not, why do people have affairs?
In teens its a simpler playing field, you have one, not good, break up, move on. For adults, its much more complicated, esp those married ones.
Instead of losing salt by crying over a done deal relationship, just smile and move on to a happier tomorrow. For those that done the forbidden act, heck la, how many ladies in this age haven lost it?

For my male mates, if the lady haven chosen you, it may not mean ya not right for her, but the time may not be now. Don't be sour, but stay positive and be focused on ur objectives in life. Love will find you in the end in the most unexpected way.
Looking at my beer belly, many of you can guess that this Panda have been struck out in love many times, but as the older old people say, cannot tahan kena burn, don't play wif fire lor :p
I moved on after some rejections, but waited for those worthy ones. Its up to an individual to handle their relationship matters. But the main key aspect is to stay positive.

Take a break...

Thinking of her

Shirlyn!!!

Boo... Everydaylovelyday

Sitting down outside the office with a ciggie in hand and a laptop on whereelse?? my lap.
Its been a quiet day, I am currently rushing through 3 meeting minutes as well as starting revision on my MGBD examination coming on the 16th. It has been very busy these few days.

My PS2 has gone bonkers, I will probably be looking at replacing it soon, as well as at the same time, replacing my lap top. Can't fufill my IIDX dream without a working console ya?

I have spoken to her again, with somewhat positive results. Hopefully will lead to a good beginning or something. To be honest, I missed the arcade scene. Playing DDR till u sweat, IIDX till fingers cramped etc.
I like to strive to be the best, but as many said... my time to shine is over. Now to move on to big boys playing field. With this I wannna add that I can return to the arcade scene anytime, but is it worth it?
Anyway, lets see how after the IIDX comp, no word from TKA yet though. Thought they wanna to promote the eamusement system. hmmm....
After exam, I will be probably hanging out at Bishan for IIDX, if not most likely home on the PS2 on distorted. Waiting for the release of Gold though, come on man, I haven passed my 9th Dan yet. CCB!!!!

Over ten days since the beginning of the new year, how I wish I can stick to my resolution. Been stresed out these days because of the stupid exams. Hopefully the stress is worth the result. Stupid Wendy kept saying I will fail. Smack her tight arse... aowwwwwwwww.

Many times I wonder have I chosen the wrong specialisation. The lecturer is not of a good calibre, and it will be a miracle if I can pass. Luck wise, have been doing okay, but will need more gd luck charms to have a better life.

Comparable to the past, I will say that times like this I was living in the frontier age where men slay beast to feed their family. Shucks.

Very random as this is my place to rant and rave about life. Everydaylovelyday is a nice song just to perk me up. 2 bad my ipod can only store 4GB worth now, so I cannot upload all the IIDX albums in. ^_^

Wonder have the conflict between 157 and tim3 been resolved, been a long time since I visited any blogs... Hopefully that our Bemani community can get together strong.
Trying to tie things together with a bunch of egoistic people can be tough sometimes, and esp if they over-emo.

I been growing up with Bemani games since its beginning, hate to see it gone down to the state that its in. Previously its like a group of people just wanting to show each other skills, now its like bengs and lians trying to butt in the scene. Lol...

Time out now...