So bored!!!!!!!

Nothing is going on in my life except...

Work, studies, gaming... thats it.

Nothing much about work la... just arranging meetings, doing minutes etc etc... bored to tears sia. Wish to have something more challenging, but at the same time, will not wanna hinder my studies.

Pratically exhuasted... been online till 4am last nite, whilst reading and writing my review notes, been talking to H**** on some school work thingy and other stuff.
Sent an email to Xone - X Brian, I am suppose to get everything ready by weds. but no reply from Steven on how the status of delaying the deadline is.

Current on hand work
1. To review GECC lectures (STARTING NOW)
2. To review MGBD Lectures (Starting soon)
3. GECC Poster presentation this coming friday
4. MGBD Lab work write up (lowest on the list)
5. MGBD presentation on oestrogen and NO

Personal stuff
1. IPT training on 6th Aug (mon) onwards at 7pm
2. Reservist training (2weeks) in october @ jurong camp ITI
3. Pay fees, courts, starhub

Bored stiff ba... so much work to do...

SZG D&D Update

Well, its my first SZG D&D, what can I feel? I don't interact, I am not social.
But this event has reaped many rewards for me.

1. Increase interaction with the keepers and colleagues I work with

My Colleague: Agnes





My rowdy but nice keepers ^_^





Another shot of the keepers

2. I met my old friend Benji - a good friend that goes all the way back from pri sch





Benji!!! lol... working in JBP now

3. I have pretty gals pics (but only 2 though - but lots of eye candy)





Our beautiful SZG intern: Mei Yan





The Belle of the cats: Wendy (WHEEeeeEEEeTTTTtttt!!!)

I love these people, they are nice and socialable. Unlike me, I am antisocial, and boring... sigh...
Got work tomorrow, so I turned down their great request to go pubbing...

I was very hurt by something someone said today, its like I care about a person for another motive and not out of concern. An attraction is one thing, but the concern I show for people is real. Bah... forget explaining myself. There is no such thing as a good person nowadays, all good people are deemed as failures and hopeless idealist.

I regretted not able to get photos with the twin pei shi and pei yun, as well as stoney lol... too bad then.

I drank quite a bit today... when induced with alcohol, I will think of the past...
But I know the past can never return...

Super sian-ni-fied....

Dunno why I am feeling so sian now... watery eyes, most probably is the contact lens with eyes exposed to the dryness of the aircondition.

Tonight I am gonna dance the night away... lets see which "unlucky" gal will i pick :p whahha....

I miss the piano and all the passion and sworrows I put in it...
All i am left is the keyboard after my termite infested piano gets tugged away. Darn mositure...

SZG D&D

Its now 1245Hrs after lunch. I just had a cone of chunky monkey after a nice plate of indonesian fried rice.

I took 1/2 day yesterday to settle a personal affair, went to collect my credit card and purchase clothes for D&D today. Bought a pair of pants and shoes, i have a tie too (white) but I left it at home in a rush.
Suppose to help HR bring some stuffs there, guess I have to wear T-shirt then... I am already nicely dressed in my shirt and pants :(

Did some portion of MGBD last night, esp the first part on hormonal stuff. Understood the "basic" concept that hormones are chemical messengers that are excreted by the endocrine gland, and travels via the blood stream to target cells.
Target cells have special and specific receptors to these messengers, and once in contact, will regulate gene transcriptional function.

In black, in black,
reflection of myself,
absorbing all spectrum,
and releasing none at all...

Chem 25th July 2007

Had a long discussion with H yesterday, no progress. -_-

Might I be allowed to speak of thy only,
to bring you back to your past folly.

Chem 25th July 2007

Tired and sleepy now after lunch, going off soon.... hope i can stay there ba... dun wanna come back office wheee.....
Thanks to Michy for helping me take notes, hope someone also remember to help me sign attendance. lol...

Long update

The week has been "eventful" in a sense that I have been pretty busy almost every second of my life, always finding things to do, always challenging my brains cells, if any left after smoking.

The busy lifestyle has excused myself to forget important people in my life. Namely God (not a person is it??), my family, and the gal that I love, though she may not know it.
Anyway, my family matters are complicated and devoid of love, not that we don't show love to each other, its that each individual leading separate lifes and no one is bothering too much about one another. I will like to bring my mom out for a dim sim buffer this weekend, hopefully she can make it.

About the NeBo club, I guess progress is slow on that front. Good news from Steven, DDR SN2 will be out around August - Sept. While Beatmania IIDX still have no news, rumours has it (started by me) it will be in Dec 07.
I have been off the Bemani scene for a while now. Lacking in practice in DDR, DMGF and IIDX, all my beloved games, replace by work and school.

School has been great though (yeah rite), no serious complains. We have fantastic lecturers, Dr Syn and Dr Singh. Teaching GECC (Cell communication) and MGDB which is genetics & biochemistry.

Have been talking to Hazel a lot these days on the use of make-up for male :p
Not really la, but have other things that we talk about. Mostly are rantings (by her) caused by her "project mates" for GCEE poster project. Though my team is not perfect, I am still glad I have them. Michelle is always depending and a wealth of information, Xiaoting is hardworking, Sharon... well I don't know her that well yet, but she gives a lot of useful advises and information. Nor... Miss Sepat... I do hope that you won't pull any more teeth...
As for me?? well, can say that I am the backseat slave driver in this operation, but I do contribute in some minor sense :P

Her beautiful eyes, her beautiful smile,
are they artificial, though its make me dull.
Interest in her, can't say,
beauty is skin deep and for sure.

Chem 24/07/07


Back to school work...
We had lecture on pharmagenomics...
Basically its how to customise drugs based on overview of gene express and protein interactions.
By studying the genome as a whole, we will see a higher varibility in drug expression.
After that we we went through on our PKU (Phenylketonuria) group work the other day, though we did not get the highest, but we certianly get top few in the class.

BOOYA!!!! ^_^

I will be going to the city later for some private matters, in the same time, collect my credit card and my modem. Hope my sis got the phone ready...

Exploring

Currently still figuring out how to photoshop and use dreamweaver...
A lot of difficulities caused barrier to me, dunno how to do this nor that... shit.

Yesterday attended lessons, Ms Nor Sepat was not around again, this was how many lessons she missed and how many project discussion she was left out?
To be honest, I am pissed as well as worried for her, yeah though under her bushy locks and papaya size body lies an incredible cranial, but... not right la... come lessons, its good for ya.

Apparently my understanding in GECC is very very weak, I should need to work more on it soon. Revise now man... I did the first 2 chapters for GECC. Introduction and history lol...
I can't wait to get to more in depth stuff. ^_^

Post again soon

Durian Feast at the Zoo...

Oh Boy... post got accidently deleted...

In summary its --> go zoo, eat durian, take photos, go home -_-
Itchy fingers lol...

Ups & Downs of life...

The past week has been dreadful, my boss was under intense pressure from above again I guess, and was moody this week. The outlook seems to improve though.
Yesterday saw DK, thought she having salsa class, but not too sure where she gone too though, not fate, don't push it. Predestined to end in the depths of the abyss. Dunno where she gone, but who am I to question or know?? Oh well... keep the thoughts within the lines of a blog and be done with it.

My friend from KL has brought over some softwares and midi cable to replace the old and spoilt one. I can finally work on my music again. Long live cakewalk sonar...
Bundled in his collection of software was macromedia II (I kop), adobe photo shop (I also kop), civilization IV (also also kop), and finally a cover showing a picture of an 8 YR OLD!!! (WTF??? of coz i din kop that, even if I wanted, my friend will not bear to part wif it. ) Anyway, gave him a wierd stare which was returned by a sheepish grin, guess he was feeling guilty as well. My thoughts, a woman only can be properly appreciated when she is ripe and ready, not a l'll nymph. Oh well, to each their own.

I have installed all the applications, games, and started up the keyboard and programmes. Needed to remix a lot of songs. But fate has it, one song I wanted to remake was already featured in DJ Taka's Album - Milestone, he calls it V-conclusion. I call it V - finish (get it?? vees' finished?) nevermind... -_-
The other song, Memories, also by DJ taka, has another remix... Dang... I wanted to do something nice, and guess I can, his current version stinks lol, for his standard.
Currently using my 11 yr old Korg Trinity, P4 1.6Gz PC, I still can cook up a mean storm, after setting everything up, my creative juices were sapped, so I went sleep wheet...

The officials from China will not be able to make it this weekend, luckily so... Its family day @ the zoo for me. Durian feast & go park walk walk... nice.
Don't you get bored going back to the zoo?? For me, yes I will be, but b/c this sat, I will go back w/o the need to work, thats why I like it.
My state of mind is pretty tired now, though I slept early, but I din have a peaceful sleep. Too many things on my mind, and too much from the past resurfaced.

Darkness of the past has risen again like a sand storm.
Blanket my life once again, cover up the silver hilt in life - Chem 12/07/07

I have many things that I worry about, guess the older friends will know, trying my best to struggle through life. Why not give up? Cause I am not a loser, and only immature losers talk about dying, and giving up, plus its a plus point to gain pity with the ladies lol...
In life you cannot be the best in everything, I can only be good in many things, but not best. I will look to being good in more things now ^_^.

Congrats to Steven for going in PA - police not a bad life, good luck in your training.
Screw to the bugger(s) that own me money, you know who the hell ya are, soooooo cough it up.

Oh yah, just got atelier iris 3, just started on it. ^_^
Other games in my collection.
Super Robot Wars - OG
Romance of 3 Kingdom XI
TMNT
Transformers

Upcoming -------- IIDX 13 - DISTORTED Oh yah babe...
Cannot wait to play songs like, Moon... uhmmm Moon.... uhmmm.... hmmm forgotten got what nice songs. wait till the release ba ^_^ IN AUG!!!!
Got some nice shots of a gavial, will post it sometimes (still haven post the old photos)
Why no one leave comments on my tag -_-??

nEBo press launch

Trying to context feelings in term of a scientific term is difficult, even our most prominent scientists have no real idea what it is.
Coming back to this, made me think about Charmaine...

She is living in a “fairy tale” like world of love, and I am searching for the meaning as accurately as possible in a scientific concept. Coming down to this, if all ladies think this way… I’m hell gonna be alone for eternity lol.
What has gotten us together in the first place where our concept of something is entirely so different.

Friday 6th July is the press launch of the nEBo club thingy. I was not particularly interested in it now that I know I am too old to join lol. But I did bring some people down anyway. In another sense, I realised that I should leave the gaming scene to allow fresh blood to take over. I might play a role as advisory to them. Think Steven Ng and Ray are good candidates. Anyway, some photos from the nEBo event, not of the cheerleaders of course. Lol…

There is a gap between us; don’t you feel that it’s colder?
Din’t receive any messages from you at all, nor have I initiated anything.
I don’t know what to say anymore, just to yearn for your love… - Chem 09/07/07

Saturday 7th July

Went down to the arcade, played some of each Bemani machines, DDR and DMGF. Got a few AAs in double expert DDR & DMGF and increase in some SP, like 2 – 5, but not much.
Gotta work on much higher level songs to push the points, and to play normal songs to gain better coordination.
For IIDX, pushed my DJP from 9k  9.6K. Covered over 90% of light 7, 70+% of hyper 7 and gonna to start on Another 7s.
Still can’t pass Mei (H7)… WTF???
Completed 3rd style IIDX hyper 7s, and moving on to 4th style. Am considering to play another 7 soon enough.

Sunday 8th July
Went for my morning exercise, and after a light breakfast of vegan food, went to the arcade. Met Kira, but din know who she was at first. After “looking at her” for spamming 2 credits… she replied she is not a spammer and actually helping her sis insert credits.
No worries Kira, was not looking at u because of that, but was seeing why that such a pretty angel was beside me lol…
Thanks for the complements in DDR though, wanna add some smart comments, but then again, thought twice on doing so. Oh yah, and thanks for tell me about black sheep, I have never thought of playing that songs, boosted 5 points like that.
Improve some what on DDR with some double AAs, DMGF improved overall too.

First Official Post for the new blog

Hello boggers...

I am quite pleased with the blog I have set up, with LJ, I can never customize a lot of stuff. I will like to create a structure for my blog, something I can record the main aspect of my life.
eg: Work, personal, my thoughts, advices...
Currently lying down on the bed, watching a rerun of Dr. House, one of my favourite shows. CSI will be my primary favourite show. Of all 3 CSIs, I like CSI LV followed by Miami then Newyork. --> my personal perference, so don't flame me.

Rather stressed out these few days. With my studies, work, exercises, interpersonal relationship and much more.

Work: It was quite peaceful today, my boss praised me, I guess he felt bad about the incident few days back, I don't blame him at all, in his position, I believe he undergoes lotsa stress, and I guess I might be the same If I was in his position, but in his position, I will commit a lot of things differently, so I might have other forms of pressure.
Upcoming will have 2 attachment staff from Malaysia, 4 director guests from China.
Just had the curatorial meeting, went on fast, and I like it... My thoughts, so many things been piling up, people are just waiting for stuff to happen. Follow up, chase all the way, priortise the work. Oh well, some people can chase, but some may sit on their hands and will only follow up the last minutes. (NO ONE IN GENERAL just a comment).

Studies: Today in lessons, I slept 1/2 way because I was so tired, but somehow the words osmosise into my mind. ^_^
Lets see, we had dealt with the roles of hormones in cancer, esp. androgens (sex hormones) and how menopause (happens in guys too) cause the over expression of GnRH (gonand releasing hormones) to pituitary releases LH & FSH, this release will be over expressed causing a lot of complications like chronic heart disease, oestrophrosis and more... today we had a lot more of these types of things. On hand I can only recap on cancer matastasis and proliferation. Will need to revise a lot more. Oh yeah, breast and uterine cancer is due to oestrogen, one is over expression and one is under.. which is which, FORGOT :P

Personal: House was shot... OMG lol... i expected it. It was the 2nd season replay.
CSI this coming wednesday will be the last episode for the season. Can't wait for the next one. Someone asked about DK, a bit jealous in my heart, but I encouraged the guy to ask her out, but... thats the advice I must tell myself :P Shit...
Tomorrow, I will be going to Zone X nEbO press launch, Brian told me that they are interested to invite as advisory, think I might decline... too tiring. But see how.
They will get the IIDX Gold machine, but buying DIRECT from Konami WHEET!!!!!!!!!!!
My IL-16 research is getting no where... fark...

So darn tired now... gonna rest ba. Gd nite...

Panda...!!!

Hi Peeps,

Welcome to my new home...
Here's Panda and me all to welcome ya ^_^



Also please be informed that Zone X has a private function for the launch of Nebo club. If all can make it, please go ok??
Steven will be bringing a lot of ppl along, I will try to bring more ppl too :P
Pls come support ok!?!?!

3rd July, bad day for Chemmy

A lot of RAVINGs... dun ask.

3nd July was a shitty day for Chemmy, din know what went wrong, there is only one side of the bed, so I din get up on the wrong side.
I haven been stepping on anyone's toes, nor I haven prayed much.

Firstly started off in the morning, forgot to set my phone to the normal (LOUD) profile, the alarm went off and I din hear it till much much later. Saw the time was 8:15am, OMG... rushed out of the house, yes I brushed my teeth :P. No cab in sight and many people waiting for taxis too.
Booked one, and still made in on time.

At work, kena screwed twice in the day for nothing. Sometimes boss bad mood and pressure from above is ok. But dun vent it on ppl le. Whole office atomsphere all ruined. -_-

Currently I am busy with searching for IL-16 cell signalling function. BUT... NOTHING ON IT online... so pek chek Went home and played IIDX a bit, only 2 AAAs, how to catch up with opponents? Anyway, my main opponent haven update a whole lot more scores :p

Am planning for the DDR tourny too. Hopefully sponsored by Zone X :p
If not, I will have to seek sponsors. Need people's help to go find sponsors!!
Mac?? Pizza hut?? for food vouchers?
Comic connection?? --> proly some nice PS3s ... lol.
I know ppl are crazy to know what prizes are there, cannot tell :)
Guess the only consolidation is that God is always with me regardless on how bad situation is. I will also always tell myself, what can the worse happen?

Anyway, prayed about the situation I currently have, and hope it will be better in all aspects.

Today, looks like its a better day... BUT... too early to tell ba.

I miss her face, her smile,
the bejeweled eyes, and no frowns.
- Chem 02/07/07

IIDX Gold for Singapore!!!!

Yesh, IIDX Gold will be arriving in Singapore soon, but TBA of course. Zone X will be getting one...
But the matter at hand, org a DDR tourny.
I will be planning along with Steven Ng and I will be writing a proposal to Zone X to give some comments and meet the people making decisions.

Dun worry guys, will fight for good prizes for u peeps. And for those that dun have confident, PLEASE JOIN!!! I will see that the door gifts are great too.

IIDX update, my VJarmy rival wanna see a video of me one handed playing a rather difficult song, but since I am stuck at 12th style I gave him one sayaonara heaven A7 and agnus dei H7.
Both one handed and A grade above. ^_^
Heres the link...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_pG6vtS2G8 == Agnus Dei H7

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnKWsjJOi8k == Sayaonara Heaven A7

embedded :P

Oh ya, still see tt someone special:P